It's been a while since I've been able to get on here. Since I last posted we have taken in another baby. So now with a seventeen month old and a twenty month old I've been a little stretched for time. We got the call about little guy some time in April. Our other foster baby was still recovering from open heart surgery and some complications. These calls come and trigger a tsunami in my brain. First of all I'm wondering why I would consider it at all. Then I'm picturing my family's reaction when I tell them about the call. I'm trying to think of all the questions I need to ask the caseworker. This baby also has special needs, the caseworker tosses around the words preemie, lung disease, chromosome disorder, autism, feeding issues, and significant developmental delays. The thought crosses my mind (and not for the first time)..."God got jokes!" We said no at first. Until baby R was out of danger and recovered from her surgery life was too...
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